Well...Today is just the beginning of the days to come...It's a countdown without knowing when the end will be...Hope is such a powerful feeling...Yet with devastating consequences...This is what I have chosen...It has just started but it is already difficult...Imagine the agony of waiting as seconds become minutes...Minutes become hours and hours bcome days and...Somehow time moves in slow-motion...And each moment I feel like tapping out...Hell its only been a few hours...


I'm not that weak am I? I'm just afraid though...That it's all in vain...But I shall not believe...I want to see this through...Like a real man would...Boo-chan I'll still be waiting...I wish that you're here though to give me strength like how you always do...Somehow things never feel so bad when you're around...But you're on a journey of your own...I just hope that absence does make the heart grow fonder...


Miss you...I hope you're doing well...